The fuck is this?
My name is Miles, I'm 17, and this is my burrow.

I like to study and to stare out the window, usually I'm listening to loud music while doing both. Welcome to my corner of the internet where I hide from the world. Here are some updates
8-15-25

First (sorta) week of school DONE! I am officially free from the shackles of AP Spanish because I transfered out (praise be). I don't like soda but in celebration I had an ice cold glass of sugar free cherry Pepsi. I felt connected to Mike Muir in that one Suicidal Tendencies song. I make a fool out of myself every waking moment I exist. If you're reading this, I'm sorry for being so LAME!!!!!!!!

----------------------------------------------------------------

8-13-25

Why the FUCK did I sign up for AP Spanish? literally what possesed me I don't know. If I stop updating it very well may be because I killed myself due to this class. If you can't tell, today was the first day of my senior year. All of my classes seem fine so far apart from AP Spanish, but its 1st period so at least I get it out of the way first thing. I'm already tired. It's too hot outside.

----------------------------------------------------------------

8-10-25

Yesterday I went to my epic friend Anika's BIRTHDAY BASH. It was nice to hang out with some of my friends before school starts. (friends meaning like two people) I always relish being able to eat at my filipino friends' houses because I get to eat filipino food that I don't get at my extremely white home. Towards the end of the party I found myself having a better time because my friend started talking to me about some of my writing, but then we gathered a crowd and I got overwhelmed. I much prefer talking in smaller groups rather than larger ones when it comes to personal things like that. Afterward two of my friends and I went to see Weapons at the last showing around midnight. I was a lot more scared than I'd like to admit. I wish I were better at interpreting themes and messages, but I enjoy listening to other, more educated on the matter, people talk about films. I'm a fan of horror, but since I have anxiety I try to dose things like jumpscares infrequently. I'd much rather read about cryptozoology or some Lovecraft. I heart Twisted Teas btw, I wanted like three more of these. I like the way they make my chest feel.


----------------------------------------------------------------

8-6-25

CALCULUS IS OVER FOREVER NOW. Glad to announce order is set back into the world because I finished my calc final today. I know I got like three questions wrong but idrc anymore because its OVER. In bad news, school starts next week :( I like buying notebooks though so that will be good. There's a lot I like about school but also a lot I hate. Not being able to have my headphones / listen to music during class will suck so bad. Anyhow, I wish everyone very juicy and crispy apples.

----------------------------------------------------------------

8-4-25

Heyo, I've been fixing my ONLINE CD COLLECTION when I should have been STUDYING for my calc test on the 6th. I'm so confused and I do not understand integrals at all ;-; BUT I'm working towards it! Tommorrow will probably be a blocked-off study day where I lock myself in my room for hours until I finish my homework. (help) In other news, today I ate a big huge burger.


----------------------------------------------------------------

8-3-25

Still trying to figure out how to format all this shit. Also hey that drawing to the left is me! Or, a quick drawing of what I kinda look like anyway. I was compiling a list of albums for my ONLINE CD COLLECTION and couldn't help but feel like none of my music is HARDCORE enough. Not only do I feel like a loser, but also a POSER!!!! Alr, I gotta get back to calculus now ;-;

-----------------------------------------------------------------

8-2-25

Finally started this burrow back up. I've been procrastinating on doing my calculus homework, so returning to this self-inflicted hellhole has been the preferable choice as of late. Last night I went to a show at a semi-local library. I've been there twice before for punk shows, but this one had more shoegaze-esque bands. It was the last show for a band called Disturbia. Each song they played was with a somber yet passionate weight that just buried its way into everyone there, whether they had seen the band before or not. Every song built up to a sort of ambiguous zenith, and the crowd got heavier and more emotional with each downbeat. I've never been one to mosh, but this last show revealed the inner passion everyone in the pit felt stomping, kicking, and punching at no one and everyone at the same time. I guess it was a night of dichotomies in that way. At the end of the set, the front man smashed his guitar against the pavement. The most poetic part to me is the fact that the only proof of it is some blurry photographs- because no one was poised with their camera directed at the band at that moment. It was so unexpected no one got a clear photo or video of it happening. Afterward, the crowd rushed in like it was a pinata to grab different parts of his guitar, each with a piece of that night and of that passion engraved in it I'm sure. Its own little dichotomy.


------------------------------------------------------------------ ONLINE CD COLLECTION

What am I playing?
Skate 2007

This game is great to play while watching YouTube or whatever, and its got a killer soundtrack to go with it. I remember giving the controller to my brother to beat the difficult spots when I was younger, and honestly I haven't gotten much better since then. Even so, this game is still loads of fun and has evidently stood the test of time cuz its still cool to play B)